pappy's day!

while not the sweetest ways to say "i love you" to dad, they are sure to pull out a giggle!
so, Paul (mi papa!):

-which is a good thing!

I can only wish this had been the case:

-i actually had to figure this out waaaaay too early on :( being treated (and acting!) like spoiled brat woulda been nice. ah, who are we kidding i could have NEVER pulled That off - i much too strawberriesNsugar-like.

when you've been raised by your father & he's been around you your whole life, this is just funny.

-even more gooder when he's your biological father! thanks dad, for being "like" a dad!

and this just tickles me. rather, i'm not being tickled any longer...

-mom was on the phone with me a while ago, back when derek/cami were still pregnant and i happened to be at their place. she says at the end of the conversation: "ok. we'll talk soon. tell derek & cami i love them ... *pause* oh! and you, too!" blerg. i can't compete with this perfect lil nuclear family. a grandchild blows i-have-Another-date-tonight right clear out of the water, apparently. i'm screwed. (at least!)

i was a year early. not unwanted, but...
birth control pills ain't 100% ;) hmmmm ... noted.

koop - island blues. not a'gonna make ME blue

so i heard koop’s “summer sun” on the current this morning and was reminded how much i like her ("her" being Yukimi Nagano). the choice was made to check out her myspace page and see what the lady has been up to recently. i watched this lovely video on her page and have made some decisions:

more colorful eye shadow will be worn, i simply must start smoking – it’s now hot - who knew!, much-less is much-more when it comes to clothing (just revisiting ... stressing this point), busting out my clarinet is a Superb idea, much needed is a couple transgender “ladies” to watch out for me, my room needs a green light, i will never cry over a boy ever again & koop will be listened to … often.